Biggest mistake I made in this war… thinking that I could defer addressing my own sh*t until the stress of the public awakening was done. The spiritual battle starts inside of you; trying to serve two masters eventually rips you up. Am a bit of “walking wounded” at the moment, lots of overdue personal change to face. Have to cut ties to all people and things that bind me to the dysfunctional worldly ways. I was waiting for the outer world to do the work for me, and it failed miserably. Now it is harder because the upheaval is near. Never too late to repent and seek a new start.
Yup
I'd say that'd do it Martin.
You summed up in words exactly what I was yelling to myself about myself last night. For as smart as we are........smh. Damn it.
Now, the battle will be not making another excuse.
We are out of days.
Le sigh.
In solidarity,
the other oar
