Biggest mistake I made in this war… thinking that I could defer addressing my own sh*t until the stress of the public awakening was done. The spiritual battle starts inside of you; trying to serve two masters eventually rips you up. Am a bit of “walking wounded” at the moment, lots of overdue personal change to face. Have to cut ties to all people and things that bind me to the dysfunctional worldly ways. I was waiting for the outer world to do the work for me, and it failed miserably. Now it is harder because the upheaval is near. Never too late to repent and seek a new start.
We feel you, MG. My circle has shrunk considerably and I'm sure that is true for most people here on AU. It's painful seeing things so clearly when all others choose to shuffle along into the abyss. The only bit of respite for me is no contact. I selfishly refuse to listen to the meaningless prattling any longer regarding the weather or the price of eggs... Time to focus on self. My well being. No one else is. Stay strong.
