The biggest change for me in the past five years hasn’t been a switch in career, learning about corruption, or even fighting an information war. It has been the transition from spiritual ignorance (but some intuitive understanding) into a conscious incompetence and willingness to learn. It means overcoming my very damaged past, navigating the dogmatic religious spirits, and avoiding the many lures and traps. My sense of divinity and faith accretes slowly and carefully because I am wary of confidently presented simple answers. The Covid scam has been a gift in terms of exposing false prophets and failed doctrines. It has taken painstaking forensic analysis to locate the source of my existential pain and begin to address the maladaptive coping mechanisms. I am hurting, but there is hope. The recovery process from Satanic infestation of everything is a lifelong journey. Secular guides have limited range. Your church might be small and distributed. Spiritual war changes everything.
Martin,
My thought tonight PST west coast of the United States.
Your past experiences or your bad behavior has an everlasting effect if you are a moral person. You can never forgive yourself. How do we let that go and move forward? If you can do that you are truly free.