I can confess to having driven myself a bit nuts by worrying about whether I can cope with seeing the anguish of the poisoned and betrayed. I never watch horror movies (even Lassie getting lost was upsetting), yet we live inside of one. Have been living “on edge” for several years, and sometimes fear does get the better of you. We are a very long way from the early awakening where you could still be intelectual and aloof, hoping for a swift resolution because you were clueless about the scale and scope of the problem. In the end, I simply have to be functional for the sake of my daughters, who will someday see that I was besmirched, and was the only one who fought to protect them. Them being put into enemy hands by the rest of the family and being made to watch has drained me. The adults who mocked and made poor choices get care if I have spare energy only.

Still praying now......all will be ok in the end......Congrats....The devil put your pic on his frig and he's continuing to throw darts at you.....remember that you have all authority over his ass.....we wrestle not against flesh and blood......but against principalities.....sorry for the curse word....but you get the message ;) Apparently, you are a real threat to the kingdom of darkness......CONGRATS!!!!!! Start breaking out in Praise to God.....you're counted worthy!!!