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There is nothing more beautiful than the way the oceane refuses to stop kissing the shoreline no matter how many times it's sent away ππβΎοΈ
Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. π I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well π
I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.
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I am a Information Treasure Hunter. I was sent to earth to teach Love and Kindness
Working hard on it everyday, thank you for your prayers Arba it means alot to me! π€