I am so very alone Anons ...My 23 year old Autist Son and I...We been through so much Trauma and such for many years and just recently lost my husband to liver failure...I lost my Mom 3 years ago to Alz while right after I had major life saving surgery...We have wanted to give up so many times throughout the years and those bad thoughts are back again..We dont have friends and the family we do have do not come around and havent for years...I didnt know where else to turn ..I spend my time between Telegram...Twitter and FB and Anonup but I never say much...Yet I decided to check Vks page and well here I am...Gods timing is everything.. .Lonliness hurts...Being in your own head is not good...Please Pray for My Son and I...Goodnight

We all have good days and bad days. I find taking a walk outside in nature sharpens my perspective. Just lost a dear aunt who was 79, and a 17 year old cousin died giving birth, both within 24 hours. I still look up and say, God is in control. Life is painful, brutal and bothersome, but in the end...God Wins!. Keep looking up, better days are ahead.