And I said, “Here am I. Send me!" 🕊

Confession:
I went quiet on you guys, I walled off and shut you out and for that I'm sorry. 😔 I convinced myself no one cares anyways. I have struggled for a long time now with PTSD, anxiety and depression. You wouldn't even know it because I hide it so well 😅 I have lied and said I'm happy when I'm not so I didn't have to feel isolated. It's a constant internal battle to be honest about when I'm in pain because in the past it's been met with abandonment. I learned to perform so I wouldn't be alone. Even if I was in anguish inside you'd never know on the outside because I bury it. Even now as I type this I can feel that same fear that people will stop talking to me because I'm not posting only good things. I'm sorry I'm so fearful about sharing my negative emotions.

✝️⚖️🇺🇸 🐸 God is my King, Trump is my President. I talk to animals. Mom of 5, Grandma of 15. Grafter of trees.

In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication

Hugs Serah, I shut down at least once a week, (sometimes more) .......I have to for my sanity, you are not alone and we are all family, somehow we all seem to understand each other. 💝

I'm starting to believe we each had to go through a specific set of very painful experiences that brought us all here. There's no empathy without first knowing the hurt, so many here carry deep empathy for others.

In response Velvet S Angel to her Publication

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In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication

100 🤍🙏

In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication

EXACTLY THIS !!!
GOD DRAWING HIS CHILDREN TOGETHER SO WE CAN STAND
AGAINST THE EVIL DOERS SATAN AND HIS MINIONS

In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication

I agree! Why us Why now? I bet every single one of new that there was more to life than just survival mode. I sure hope we get our Utopia that we deserve.

✝️⚖️🇺🇸 🐸 God is my King, Trump is my President. I talk to animals. Mom of 5, Grandma of 15. Grafter of trees.

In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication

Absolutely correct 💝

Q 5:5 Trump will be my president forever. TWAT booted Jan 8th 2021 WWG1WGA Love you all AU

In response Serah Oceane ♡ to her Publication

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