What do the other books say about Jesus? I remember hearing he is mentioned in most if not all of them but they look at him in different ways. Anyone research this?

Here is my issue. Is it the word of G*d? Isn't it 'mans' interpretation? Did Jesus write in the book? To me G*d is much much larger than a book. A Creator. His writings can be seen in all living things.

My lack of trust comes from mans interference. I can't even figure out if the Sabbath is on Saturday or Sunday.

So if not G*d then who/why the book(s) has made me search into rabbit holes. CERN, Looking Glass, Barron Trumps Adventure, Mandela, etc. Was it sent back to save humanity. Hurt? Why multiple books/religions?

Just questioning this stuff makes me feel like a bad person. But honestly the more I am questioning this the closer my soul is feeling to G*d. Keeping an open mind and I am going to be exploring the bible more with all your help.

I was in this exact spot, having the same questions. however I was fully aware of all the rabbit holes, having been down them all 10-25yrs prior.
Here’s where most have gotten sucked into or abandoned - organized religion
Jesus was not for any organized religion. A true follower of Jesus sees/feels man’s Church is his home, his family, his friends & their absolute faith in God.
With absolute faith, you have no more fears.