The enemy wants you demoralised, broken, and bowed out. This is the spiritual war. To carry on, no matter how much you are hurting inside and want the pain to end. Don't give them the satisfaction of your submission... either through compliance or self-harm. Make them expend their authority and ammo.
I am a very imperfect human, as any look at my "white hat surveillance file" will attest. I have plenty of my own struggles to face without taking on the world. At no point have I sought public status or monetary rewards for my work — beyond the basics of living. Nobody is really "clean" — we all sin — but I definitely am not corrupt.
What I really want is to be able to help people who need to recover from the nightmare of omni-enslavement. It is a job only the recovering slaves can do for the awakening slaves. I only care about vindication and recognition as means to legitimise doing that job.
Feeling so sad right now. How much longer?
I promise to keep fighting.
It's all I
Hold fast Patriots! Whether here or across the Pond (wherever you may be), GOD Himself in JESUS CHRIST will sustain you! It HAS been a long time coming, yes. But the REWARD is GREAT and there is learning and strengthening in the Trials by Fire. There are many who are strengthened by our resolve and are encouraged. Do NOT lose hope and perhaps we can focus our eyes on the things which help us to realize that the power to overcome has ALWAYS been within our reach. I pray that we all endeavour to pursue these gifts and gain the knowledge to start this Freedom Journey together for our Fellow Countrymen, our Neighbors, and our Children. Eternal vigilance brings FREEDOM.
GOD Bless