I AM an optimist. I AM here for our children. Following Q since the first drop. I Trust the Plan. #Family is Everything. #LOVE wins.

The process of detachment - necessary to survive the emotional/spiritual attacks from those closest to my heart - has led me to a place of solitude and present moment awareness.

No longer do I plan for a personal future, create dreams, imagine my life here with family... I simply cannot see further anymore, nor do I seem to want to, nor do they seem to want me.

This has been replaced by a deeper feeling / pull... out, away, far, far away... where all this finally ends. I Am not the same as I was.

I feel sad letting go... of the life I held dear without the knowledge of what will replace the habit of those old dreams, of certain certainties I believed in that comforted....all been stripped away.

I have work to do along side with you all, but after we have fulfilled our calling, I feel I simply don't belong here/anywhere anymore.
Nothing fits.

In response Just Amom to her Publication

You have found out who will stand by you, who to trust and who you can't, but yet you will try to still help out and still know when to bow out at the same time, does that make sense?

I AM an optimist. I AM here for our children. Following Q since the first drop. I Trust the Plan. #Family is Everything. #LOVE wins.

In response Bonnie Brickell to her Publication

yes... this is the feeling 💙🙏

so in other words GOD is moving the evilness out of your life and you are getting closer and closer to him! Life is simply, we hang on to familiar things and can't let go, same as people, sad at first but be blissful in the change of your life, you finally see the way it should be and the past but you are in :NOW: moment and I like it!

In response Just Amom to her Publication

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I AM an optimist. I AM here for our children. Following Q since the first drop. I Trust the Plan. #Family is Everything. #LOVE wins.

In response Bonnie Brickell to her Publication

❤️🙏