Whats the key for not getting sucked in? I am in such a fight and it has been a wild coaster with no positive end in site yet. Sometimes in the lowest moments I let what is happening get to me to the point of hopelessness because I see the evil winning...I just can't shake it at times I feel like a caged animal... I have always stood up when times were tough ya know the song " ya gotta stand for something or you'll fall for anything...but this time in my situation I am out numbered and feel alone in the fight.
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