I am noticing my mind is completely refusing to take on new "inventory" of info until there is some shifting of the old stuff. If new data doesn't contribute to reconciliation of divides with friends and family, or solve some immediately presenting real world problem, then there is zero energy for it. I just get annoyed ten seconds into any video, no matter how fascinating in principle the content is. Just don't care and don't want it.
There's only so many years you can be traumatised pretty nonstop and still function normally.
Thank you Martin. It's how I have felt recently. Coming to terms that i don't have to watch anymore content, it is my choice. We know there is evil. We know what it does to us. We can say no to learning about or watching any more evil. Who knows who the people are that are putting out such traumatizing info?
It had it's place, to get us primed for the future fight, but now we need to gain strength in our faith and in the light we are bringing to the world.
