I am noticing my mind is completely refusing to take on new "inventory" of info until there is some shifting of the old stuff. If new data doesn't contribute to reconciliation of divides with friends and family, or solve some immediately presenting real world problem, then there is zero energy for it. I just get annoyed ten seconds into any video, no matter how fascinating in principle the content is. Just don't care and don't want it.
There's only so many years you can be traumatised pretty nonstop and still function normally.
Martin you not alot alone . I know 2023 is going to be big . j find my self being angry alot of the time cant do to myself anymore. Im fighting to rid the mess that meth has done to him and for me its been one of the worst battles of my life his psychosis has been evil at times . Anyway God id with us if not I would have been sent to the psych ward by now . Well got that off my chest I feel better now . I know every house has then own battles may God help us all . KEEPING THE FAITH. 🕊🙌🏼🙏🏼💖
