so when this journey started for exactly 48 hours i was believing but m9re i was denied the facts by doctors i snapped out of it sidplayed the perverbial finger to medical field. my blindness to it was wanting to protect others. at that snap to reality everything i had felt or believed since childhood was confirmed. the ywars of being bullied, left alone, and pushed to " conform" wrnt away. yes was it all hard. Did i cry alot? Sleep what is that? I did not end up in the hospital. iearned, grew, pull myself up. so my question is why not put this crap out?. we handled it and im sure there will be more we learn. but release 20% of the info every 30 days. we will have casualtiesbut isnt this what wehave been prepared for. to help them?