Let's Confession Something and see how it feelz...

I'll go first.

I pretended to be Jewish so I would get a good deal on TV commercial spots.

I used to be too scared to start a family after seeing so many parents lose their kids young. My throat is closing up when I type this because its a difficult topic for me to share. Not having kids yet has made me feel like a failure. But I am finally letting all that go & am excited to start a family no matter what might happen. I’ve always trusted God, so there was never a reason to feel as I did. Part of it is programming/manipulation on me, part of it was my own deeply emotional soul, part of it was that I put too much into my career for the past 10 years & part of it was fear. I’ve already spent plenty of time being ashamed of myself for it, so please don’t anyone beat me up more than I’ve beat myself up. I’m ready to let it go & start a beautiful family. And God knows I will put them first always & pour my heart & soul into them, if I’m lucky enough to have them & I believe I will be.

awww

Don’t feel bad. I know quite a few people who never had kids. My current husband being one of them. He got my 3 kids and 2 grands the day he married me. The oldest 2 were grown and not very present, but he raised the youngest through the teenage years and walked her “across the rock” when she got married. Now she has a little girl and he’s over the moon being PaPa D!

All that to say. The kids you’re supposed to have, whether by birth or otherwise, will find you.

It’s gonna be amazing!
❤️