Some of us want to save humanity so bad that we have no idea what we are doing. I pray to God every night and yet I am still stuck. I am weak and really need prayers. i thought God put me here for a reason yet, I am miserable.

I won't presume to know how you feel but I've been in that boat

I would say it might not be a bad idea to withdraw a bit & take some care of yourself before trying to wade back into the battle

There's a saying that you need to have your own cup full to overflowing before you can help another

Blessings ❤️

I am trying, Ive been praying to God and asking for help in this battle and I feel like I am in a twilight zone. It is unsettling. My faith is not tested one bit but maybe I do need a break to gather myself.
Thank you for the kind responses. I am just not sure what to do.