update on my fasting- went 50 hours and woke up at midnight and felt like i needed to eat something. going to try this again soon and go for 72 hours. not medical advice at all. found it very cleansing more in a mental way than actually my physical body. going through a lot like everyone else. trying to stay positive, trying to make sense of the world and trying to figure out what my actual destiny is- all of this seems like a daunting challenge. biggest part cor me is protecting my heart- i easily do my best to take care of others and love them- rarely do i get love in return. my walls are so up now i feel like a deserted castle in a remote forest surrounded by a moat with alligators swimming in the water. it is a vivid picture and illustrates how i feel, but i keep going. we should all keep going. totally possible our happiness is right around the corner.