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I am as well. I am very clear in my spirit that this awareness is a miraculous gift. Even though its tough, hard to digest, hard to fathom info. i have thrown my whole being into discovering. Interesting that I have been very weepy lately. (something that is unusual for me) Its not fear, its not sadness, its a deep spiritual knowing of what is happening and what is coming our way. I cant explain it.๐
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Mother of 3๐บ๐ธMAGA๐บ๐ธSA๐บ๐ธ17๐บ๐ธ God speaks to us through music...are you listening?? https://youtu.be/n4RjJKxsamQ
This is totally how I feel. I am also weepy but with such joy just knowing what I know now its also with the realization that so much about my life makes sense to me now. I see why so many songs and movies touched me. My husband would tease me that I was so obsessed with them. It all makes sense mow. Its just hard because I see connections in everything all the time. Hard to focus on anything elseโบ๏ธ
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