Tbh. I’ve never felt more alone, silenced, confused than I have these past 2 yrs.
Thank You so much for all the support and kind words. I’m thankful for all of you. I haven’t been the most patient and positive anon but I’m gonna do better. I promised Jesus that I would Level Up. It’s really hard though. I keep falling. I don’t know why. Sometimes things don’t feel real and I feel like I’m imagining things. Upon awakening, I really lost touch with reality a couple yrs ago and I don’t want that to happen again. I don’t want to allow myself to get too excited either because everytime I do I feel disappointed. It’s exhausting. I just want peace for everyone. I’m ready for the happy ending.. Something tells me that could be a really long time. However, there is an urgency to Level up and to get strong and healthy. To become my best self. To be ready if I’m needed for something. Thank You so much for the kind words, support and encouragement. It means more than you know! Much love and prayers to all of you!