How are you feeling about the "finale"

what’s crazy is, after 18 years cancer free I just found out I have a new cancer and I have to have surgery on Oct 28th. I’ve been following Juan o Savin for years (for better or for worse) and he’s been harping on the sh*t hitting the fan Oct29th. Not a great time to be in the hospital. But for some reason, I am absolutely fearless. I’ve also been going gangbusters on daily 5 mile barefoot hikes up a mountain, qi gong, tons of fresh green juice, water fasts, medicinal mushrooms and herbs, prayer, meditation and projecting my “already healed” into the Quantum Field and after 2 weeks only of this, I can feel the mass in my colon has shrunk, where it was once uncomfortable and full feeling 24/7 down there, I can barely feel a thing now! So not only am I facing my own personal worst fear, fearlessly, I’m not even registering a blib of worry about the sh*t hitting the fan soon. maybe I should, but I’m not. warrior faith mode activated. self power, deep magical self power discovered.