I expect given my visibility there's a White Hat file on me with the title "Huge heart, personal life is a total mess, but basically honest". I never sought any kind of public presence or stage on matters of geopolitical controversy. All I wanted was for the telecoms industry to adopt the ∆Q algebra so it could model supply and demand better.
It is fun in a way being in the public eye, and having a large audience who will sort out silly requests is quite a laugh. But is also splits you, and you are always having to manage the semi-permeable wall between your private life and public presence. I really don't envy those who have "real fame"; it's not the easy existence that adulting fans imagine.
I have never made claims to good behaviour, so no hypocrisy involved. People think they know you from what you put out, but it's inevitably an edited image that lacks a lot of shadow, struggle, and suffering. It's not just the fall of the MSM, but a culture of celebrity and idols too.
We are perdectly imperfect and as long as we take full responsibility for our actions with christ,our Father has forgiven us
Whitehats cheer us on from afar,and will be dissapointed in our failors, just as we are,but just like we forgive ours we are forgiven for like you said, we have heart and never give up even when we fall flat on our integrity and innerstandings seemed to be fogged by fear and or anger, we have the whitehats understanding, family is everything and so we Are even from afar
