I am learning that winning the outer war cannot be done without also fighting the inner war. To be "all in" on the public fight for what is righteous cannot be done without being "all in" on the private one, too. We cannot serve two masters, once you head down the narrow path you have to keep going, and if you try to go both ways you will end up going nowhere.
This period of waiting has been agony, but it has also brought a spiritual clarity that I previously lacked. It allows for reflection, repentance, and healing. I can look across at others to observe their parallel personal struggle without having to judge or compare. Fixing my own life and lifestyle is much harder than fighting for truth and justice.
What has made the most difference is to surround myself with others who are seeking the higher and harder way, so that I no longer normalise that which I previously embraced, accepted, or tolerated. Knowingly rebelling against what is divine makes you an enemy asset.
Exactly. What we experience each day just by being alive and walking through each day, each event, is teaching us, is expanding us, is healing us more than any book, preacher, guru or Youtuber ever could.
Having found and followed Q early on. Woke us up to the lies, freed us from the matrix just enough. So, while we waited, we were freer to explore who we really are, to discover what is really important, to heal old wounds and to see this world, our lives differently than we could ever have imagined possible "before".
As much as I may have wanted this over. And I did/do. I am grateful for the time it has taken and don't want to waste one last day to grow spiritually just a bit more, before we move into the next phase.
Thank you to my AU family for all the love, insight and support given.
And just in case, say it while I can. See you all on the flip side.
