I can now see why I wasn't spiritually ready two years ago, and what wisdom and experience I needed to gain before the collapse and rebuilding process. Painful, but necessary.
Dark night of the soul isn't always just one night.
A personal precipice we all go through, however the other side is uplifting.
No one will be able to really experience the look behind the curtain we have had first hand. It's something money can't buy. Gets me through.