I can now see why I wasn't spiritually ready two years ago, and what wisdom and experience I needed to gain before the collapse and rebuilding process. Painful, but necessary.
Two friends and I were discussing today. We were saying how far our spiritual views have changed from what we thought we knew from the Bible. This has been 3 of us, together, talking everyday since God brought us together in January. We have grown so much. I think we are very open and ready for new beginnings. Not the same people we were even 9 months ago when we "met" I can't wait to one day meet them in person. They are my spiritual sisters.