After leaving my entire life, minus my daughters, behind our "home", properties, business, money, cars, dogs, cats, birds, chickens, duck, horses, rats, rabbit, worms, clothes, toys, memories, over a month ago I have been trying to figure out why the last 2-3 years happened. My "husband" became this zombie and I worked so hard to help him for so long. Now that I have left, he is turning everything I did for him, for us, for our family, for the business into something negative. I know he is just trying to build himself back up, but it's tough to rationalize. It is looking like there may be a custody battle headed our way and as positive as I am, I'm worried I may lose part of myself when or if a battle ensues. Thanks for sharing this Kim. I will enjoy this stillness and time with my girls.