"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
I dont usually do this, but in a tough spot could use some prayers right now frens, I give it to God, also its not fair if I am not open about it with you all, I have been in a different place lately, following the bread crumbs as best can, I dont like to bring that energy, but I am sure some have noticed too, so there it is, we all stumble, God has placed me here with you all for reason and I Love You All So Much, dont need to carry this anymore.
it is just another test of blind faith. you already know the answer but it is subtle in your heart compared to your loud ego.
jump into that fire.
you got this!