The worst was knowing this to be true and realizing how terrible things are and my husband thinking I was completely insane and basically in a cult for the first 1.5 years. He has come around little by little after that. During the worst of the ridicule, I said to myself....this is nothing compared to what Jesus had to bear.

It is an interesting time to be alive. It is a mean but effective trick, to push propaganda mainstream and maybe even encourage our own people to turn against us, eventually turn us in to some authority for whatever reason, or to label us as insane (which can add extra obstacles). My head tells me to protect my heart and not to trust people who repeat what they hear on TV. My conscience tells me to yell truth from the rooftops and do not allow the lies to be louder than truth. My faith constantly tells me that there is a time and a place... that we are permitted to know things which we cannot act on at this time... that we will be saviors to some lost souls later... that we should not jump into traps, else we can be disabled... to not stay angry at loved ones who have eaten lies, but somehow contain our variety of the truth points while not agreeing with lies. We are being forged by fire and I admire every one of you as my friends who truly get it 💞💞💞 We are winning and I love you.