It will be hard because we have been imprinted, coded by the Book that they raised us on to force us to NEVER to look directly to God and that anything that they dont have in that book is satan.

I have to ask myself when I gathered all this information that if I was satan and were in control of who designed every word in the Bible what would I put in there and leave out to make sure that anyone that ever thinks of going directly to God or outside the purview of that book is evil and of satan, evil.

God is real!
Our ability to connect to him by way of a cleansed pineal gland and other things is also true, and I know this because I have done it, and others have, and it is the way God designed us, our Earth suits.