I'm so done with the life i have lived and am living. At this point I don't care what happpens. I just need some peace or I'm done. Praying doesn't help so I just at this point wish He would take me. The stress is getting to be too much..Never did I think I would be in this position in life.
u can only go if God deems it is ur time. in the meantime if u need an ear to listen im always available as are others
Dont even want someone to listen just done. This entire year has been hell on me.
I lost my husband 5 years ago. I didn’t want to live. It was too hard losing my best friend and trying to live on 20% the income I previously had. I actually started swearing at God. I yelled out that I needed a f***ing miracle if He wanted me to stay. I got more than one miracle. My life has been a series of them since. I don’t know if it was appropriate but it worked and now I live mostly in gratitude - even for those dark days.
Please stay, Jay. Hold on to the mustard seed. 🙏💜
When I get down, I repeat this👇🏼over and over.
