Joey, my advice is to keep moving and doing the right thing. I had my kids decide to cut out of my life from a far 12 years ago. Both did it with nasty words and did dumb stuff like change their number ( and their Mom allowed them too) It was a long rough road but I knew it wasn't in my hands but someone elses. One has come back and yes the lost ime is one thingm but I get time now. Apologies all over the door step but the kid said he needed to get away from the 'Echo chamber" he was brought up in with his Mother. He came from far away at his insistence to come see me and let me see who he is. The best is yet to come Joey.