Joey, this will not stand hun, this will change.
You are truely never alone, God will never leave you hun, and we are always here for you too.
It hurts I know but it will not last much longer. There will be a quickening for the still asleep and they will come back to you.

Remember that God has put you right here for a reason, he knows that you are with him and tough enough to take it until it can be fixed.
It truly hurts when our children do us this way but they will come around.
We love you !