stuck in stage 5. its f*ing miserable

💛Perhaps there are those of us here, who can help? Are you running around in circles? Just take a step forward!!!

the whole scenario is more than anyone would be interested in reading AND a lot to type. ill try to sum up
a) im physically stuck in a house with the father of my daughter who is a raging alcoholic. i quit working 10yrs ago to be a constant parent to my daughter. i have no $ or confidence to re-start my life
b) i found out recently that im very deeply connected to someone from my past (twin flames) and this connection means everything to me. 9 months ago, out of nowhere, he stopped acknowledging me completely and i have no idea why. my heart and soul and entire being are so broken - and im old enough to say that. searching and searching for advice and answers but nothing has quite "clicked".

😇Getting you and your daughter to a safe place would be ideal.

im gonna try to respond to all you said and i DO appreciate VERY MUCH that you did so!
i do believe in god but not in an organized religion sense - i believe that growing up 'awake'/(knowing had senses others didnt) & catholic was a sure-fire way to send one running from organized religion. its the higher power i believe in and all i know to call him is god