Because the only person you’re really fighting? Is the shadow of who you used to be.

"You are what you believe yourself to be."
– Paulo Coelho
So get up. Dust off. Moo've forward.
Create your own style.
Write your own myth.
Design the armor that fits your new strength and radiance.

You belong here. Right here.
On the threshold of the YOU that this world is aching to meet.

This is your moo'ment.
Now glow get 'em, tiger 🐯

Full glowy belongs to God,
You, his fully loaded Soul Glowet.

Shine ✨ bright!

Because when you start to mimic someone else’s path, costume, or energy, you’ve made the choice to dim your own flame.
And let me tell you—your fire was never meant to be hidden.

"Don’t waste your time with explanations: people only hear what they want to hear."
– Paulo Coelho

This isn’t about competition.
This isn’t about perfection.

This is about you—versus every old version of yourself you ever tried to shrink back into.
You’re the artist of this lifetime. The cosmic thread in this great tapestry. Your soul journey didn’t come with a map, but it came with a mission.

And it's time to remember.

You were never meant to just survive the storm—you were meant to be the one who walks out of it drenched in wisdom, wrapped in clarity, crowned in authenticity.

"When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too."
– Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
There’s no room left for boo💩. Not in your glow-up. Not in your truth. And definitely not in your destiny.

You define who you show up as.
Standards up. Values raised. Soul uncloaked.

And until you believe you deserve better and you are worthy of the love you seek, you won’t close and LOCK 🔒 (officially) the door God protected you from to begin with….

“I had to let you be uncomfortable, comfort breeds stagnation, or you wouldn’t have stood up and walked away”

So used to surviving in a world of hate, you deserve to THRIVE where you belong.

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The healed rooms and divine energy does not unlock for people with parasitic passengers (even if it’s not their own energy they carrying through) the room (house) is completely clean with ONLY the blessed of the blessed 😇 cheering you along already.

These are the people who celebrate YOU and talk only good things when no one is thought to be looking… 👀 and they only have your blessed interest in mind, while the leeches fight to hold you back, distract you from your mission to safely land back with your true soul tribe.

Let them go (the negative/nothing is ever good enough) haters and pray 🤲🏽 they too find exactly what they are looking for, those who align with their purpose and personality to and let tribes/pods stick together.

You are LOVE
You are LOVED

But hey 👋🏽 of being in a room with a healed person like you, doesn’t shift or help their mindset with your positive energy, gratitude and ideas 🌈 it’s not you reverting, it’s just like they are repelling water, your ease, your flow, your fully balance elemental strength and courage cos they can’t grasp how you went through all that and still kind and calm and innerstanding… that’s not you babes, it’s them not wanting the gift in presence and company in their time…

They communicated this too you time and time again, so Quit beating yourself up for those who don’t get it… believe me, you close one door 🚪 and stay out of the doors 🚪 God locked to begin with, you are guided, protected, and being requested somewhere else where your energy is celebrated, honored, and loved 🥰 a room full of lovers and compassion and grace ✨ but you can’t enter there if your still over there…

Your self sabotaging behavior, no more…
You don’t deserve their abuse and they don’t deserve your company if they can’t reciprocate the love, kindness, calm and pure rainbow 🌈 energy you bring to the table in their darkest hours/moments…

Spiritual self harm is allowing others to treat you like an option when they are your priority, they gaslight and you love them softer and more gently cos you know what it’s like…

Self harm (spiritual) is sticking around in rooms, places, and around others who mock, manipulate, and make fun of you to your face and you (the bigger person) stick around cos you just want them to see you are love, you are gentle, you are there to help them in their storms, but not their storm, but they project emotions of their past upon you to play small and easy, love them from afar, wish them the blessed in love and light and keep glowing forward…

References

Freud, S. (1923). The Ego and the Id. Vienna: Internationaler Psychoanalytischer Verlag.

Conclusion

The interplay of the Id, Ego, and Superego shapes not only individual behavior but also our relationship with society. While the Ego ensures our safety, it can also bind us to conformity, stifling the individuality that drives progress. By aligning our rational minds with our intuitive hearts, we can transcend fear-based caution and embrace the courage to question, innovate, and lead. Just as my car’s clock persists in its rebellion, so too must we persist in questioning systems that obscure truth. In doing so, we honor our autonomy and pave the way for a more authentic, equitable world.

A Reflection on Collective Conformity

Humanity values autonomy, yet paradoxically conforms to collective norms, sometimes to its detriment. When the “popular” path perpetuates pain, trauma, and suffering, it signals a misalignment with truth. If societal systems were truly effective, would these issues persist? The metaphorical “cliff” of blind conformity—where individuals follow the crowd without questioning—contrasts with the courage of those who forge their own paths. By meditating on this, symbolized by the number 232, we are invited to reflect on our role in challenging the status quo.

The Heart as a Catalyst for Change

While the Ego keeps us safe, it can also lead to excessive caution, rooted in fear of deviating from societal norms. When the heart—symbolizing our core values and intuition—aligns with the psyche’s components, it reveals a powerful truth: playing it “too safe” may perpetuate systems that no longer serve us. This is not an endorsement of lawlessness or harm but a call to embrace differences that challenge outdated conventions. For instance, societal acceptance of practices that conflict with our moral core often stems from fear of standing out, yet it is the change-makers—those who dare to look different—who ignite transformation.

Consider the historical omission of Nikola Tesla from mainstream narratives in favor of Thomas Edison. This selective storytelling raises a broader question: who else has been sidelined in our collective education, and why? When society elevates certain figures while marginalizing others, it risks stifling innovation and truth. The Ego, in its rational caution, may compel us to follow the crowd to avoid conflict or ostracism. Yet, those who defy this—appearing “weird” or unconventional—often drive progress by challenging false belief systems.

The Ego and Autonomy: A Tension with Society
In Latin, ego translates to “I,” symbolizing the individual self. Yet, as the adage goes, “there is no ‘I’ in team.” This tension between individuality and collective identity underscores a paradox: humans are autonomous beings who crave independent thought, yet societal pressures often demand conformity. The Ego, as the mediator, plays a pivotal role in this dynamic, safeguarding us from reckless impulses while navigating societal expectations.

2. The Ego: The Rational Mediator

Emerging in early childhood, the Ego acts as the rational counterpart to the Id. Partly conscious, it navigates the external world by balancing the Id’s desires with realistic expectations (Freud, 1923). The Ego is the voice of caution, learned through experience—such as the memory of a burned hand—that warns against touching a hot surface. It ensures our survival by aligning impulses with practicality and safety.

3. The Superego: The Moral Compass

Developing later in childhood, the Superego internalizes societal and parental values, striving for moral perfection (Freud, 1923). It manifests as the “inner critic,” guiding behavior through a lens of right and wrong. The Superego holds us accountable to ideals shaped by external influences, often pushing us toward conformity.

Sigmund Freud, a polarizing figure whose theories some might describe as overly fixated on human drives, proposed that the psyche comprises three distinct components: the Id, Ego, and Superego. Each plays a critical role in shaping human behavior and decision-making.

1. The Id: The Primal Impulse

The Id represents the primitive, instinctual core of the human psyche, present from birth and operating unconsciously. It seeks immediate gratification, particularly in the brain’s pleasure centers, serving as the wellspring of psychic energy (Freud, 1923). Like a relentless child, the Id demands instant satisfaction, heedless of consequences or societal norms.

Introduction

At 1:58 PM, as I glance at my car’s clock—persistently resetting despite repeated repairs—I am reminded of the quirks that defy our attempts at control. This minor annoyance sparks a broader question: what happens when we alter fundamental components of our systems, be they mechanical, linguistic, or psychological? For instance, what if we replaced every “i” in our words with another vowel? Would communication collapse, or could it adapt? This playful thought experiment mirrors a deeper inquiry into the human psyche and its navigation of individuality within societal constraints. Drawing from Sigmund Freud’s model of the psyche—Id, Ego, and Superego—this paper explores how these internal forces shape our actions and challenge us to question collective norms.

Freud’s Triadic Model of the Psyche

Awww 🥰 Thank Intellectuals So Much!

Au Tism 🙃
Aww 🥰 Ti, is an Artie too!

Thinking on an actual dart board.

That’s why nothing that touched it had the same effect on them or the good energy bringer. That’s why they tossed it back, they didn’t dare take or remove what didn’t belong to them… they thought how stupid, how ugly is this rock, but God never told them in a hearts resonance what they held, they didn’t deserve it… and look at you, the only on with permission to carry it, keep it, and hold forevermore, infintely…
That one thing you do carry…
The heart of gold,
From your soul memory.

They saw a rock…
You remembered
What the rock meant…
SOLid and true!

Nothing will ever have this reaction in the way this soul did. Perhaps you were the rock touched and skipped, drowned in the sea below, only to make your way back to shore millions of moments later, for that one person to find when perhaps even all hope was lost in their heart. Such a tiny, organic, pebble, but caught by what was right, in the nick of time…

That transfer in energy, change the world for the better! Believe and receive, recognize what you have that nothing could ever see, they may call it luck, but don’t you know, it was simply meant to be!

All experience, all steps forward, despite any past mistakes or errors of others cast upon you (you rarely make mistakes, so detailed and aware and cautious of the waves you make in the world 🌎 what waves actually? Just nothing but peace ✌🏻) all of it, led you to right here, right now… and when you know, you just know…

Hey 👋 not all may like it, or get it…
But to allow the choice to remain..
A variety of things for all sorts of personalities…
Humans are unique beings…

God too is an artist 🧑‍🎨 as well,
Just look at this wonderful world 🌎 around us!
The master designer 👩‍🎨

They say, “Artists are children who survived” this hits so deep and a soulular resonance a good reminder that to save the earth, save the light, save the children is to also save the art which gave them a positive outlet to express and be themselves.

To kinda compare the brain 🧠 a neuro typical brain where only certain areas light up and a neurodivergent brain is to also compare it to how a pinecone fully expands once it’s in its prime stage (all areas of the brain activated) and not just emphasized on one side or the other.

Are you artistic (with an accent)?
Autistic … you have a range of talents.
🤗 aww 🥰 ti stick together

Idk 🤷‍♀️ currently hypothetically speaking, if this was the case, as I’d like tho think 💭 all of God’s creations (eyes and ears) are witnesses “eyes everywhere” sort of vibes… my doG is currently spying 🕵🏻‍♀️ on my ex husband and the way he behaves and treats others while no one is watching. Of course, God would be the one to receive all direct evidence of that.

Had she been with me, her reports would come back with Mom works pretty much all day and she takes me everywhere with her. She is a safe driver and loves going on adventure walks, but right now mom needed a couple days off after she worked too much the last few weeks so she’s just chilling on the couch.

😆 I guess in this moment that’s what my cat’s would be reporting, minus the going to work with me part, as they shed to much to allow that to happen and don’t like car rides, my doG Nova did though. Loved em!