All those military people in the shadows dont mean much to most everyone, but 2 me they are everything. They pass comms along that help my team and I, theyre doing BLACK OPS right under everyones noses to help this world succeed.

This world doesnt understand black ops. Things happening that arent announced in plain english. Its the bain of my existence at this point. Most people NEED things to be spelled out for them like theyre kindergarteners because they have NO IDEA how to trust insticts and read the hidden comms and patterns. Its quite shocking to see people with MASTERS DEGREES (like my Dad) acting clueless right now while my homeless ass knows exactly whats happening. But because I didnt manage to climb the ladder in clown world- everything I say is trash to most everyone.

Lost ass clowns.