I never thought I would feel such deep grief and I just dont know how to heal, how do you even heal from loosing your dad when he was such an important part of your life?

If I had to live the previous year and a half up until December, on an infinite loop with all the pandemic bullshit, just to have him in my life, I would do it in a heart beat.

💚 Thank you all for your kind words and I am so sorry some of you know my pain so well :( He was one of the very few people I could talk to face to face about the craziness in the world and he felt the same on many topics and he taught me so much, made me aware of so many things, he taught me to think critically and question everything.

I think my grief has hit me hard again as I need to start going through his possessions I have been given and it just hurts so much.

I don't know how to not feel guilty about donating some, as I can not keep everything.