Im honestly glad that my rage and anger story has been highlighted for you so that maybe it inspired some more of you to heal from your own anger. Im glad to take that public beating if it helps many more heal. I know Im not alone in my anger. Im just one of the only ones who is so vocal about it hahahaa. BUT I feel God had me do that even for a reason. To show you publicly that rage can be healed. I dont mind being his "model home" on the block so he can make an example of me for everyone. I will gladly shift gears to help my king in any way necessary. I will sacrifice my ego and take orders. I will take the beating. I have been. This is what this war requires from everyone. Many are just beginning to realize this.

this is why I love you so much