not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
Believe me, nothing can restore life force and energy like the war next door. Learn to enjoy what you have and the little things in your life because it passes quickly. The situation quickly woke us up in Central and Eastern Europe. When I look at people around, everyone enjoys life and vacation. Sometimes it's worth seeing the world through rose-colored glasses. 😉
