not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
LOTS of us! i think it seems as though we need to rest right now ...for a reason, like save & limit our energy. not to expend it or deplete it.
i'm actually realizing i'm learning to enjoy it...we've been programmed so much to go go go & do do do or you're lazy, that we forgot how to just BE!
& not sitting & worrying either...but just calmly BEing.
This feels like a lesson in embracing the calm & remembering it again & becoming friends with calm & just BEing again.
