not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
I’ve felt the same over the last few days and analyzed it a bit. Can’t say it’s a downer, just a neutral feeling: like you said, neutered in waiting…
Imo, there’s no sense in expending great amounts of energy in the partisan things playing out RN because they are designed to suck our energy.
Cliche but we know it’s the calm before the storm… I have no doubts that when the time comes, we will all find our respective places and rise…
***this little guy hopped up outta nowhere as i literally was typing this…
