not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
Since it has not been mentioned by even one of the 46 responses so far, I'll do it.
Depression.
There is absolutely nothing surprising about it, either. You got burned out by social rejection, the hype cycle and empty promises of this or that date when "it" finally happens. Always soon. Always close. Just one more push. Every date passes and nothing happens.
A new thing about evil MSM/democrats/satanists/leftists etc. to be upset about and "protect your freedom" over every day.
Put down your phone for a week or two. Reunite with some of the estranged family members and social support network. Look for common ground instead of trying to tell them how they're wrong about everything.
Do all this grounding shit, get some crystals and listen to some voodoo healing music or what have you.
If you still don't feel better after that, look into how to find a therapist. Find one you're compatible with that doesn't just give you meds.
Good luck.
