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not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
I can relate on some days. My problem is focus. I feel like there are so many things I need to accomplish but I am all over the place. One day I am focused on work inside then outside and I feel like my brain is so scattered. Most days I am torn with staying informed, learning and sharing and I feel like the survival of our children and the country are the most important. It's the lack of focus on everything other than our survival that is driving me crazy. I am usually very methodical and do things step by step. I can't be that way now and it's creating stress and anxiety. I'm always so tired.