not meant to bring the vibe down, but to express how many of us may be feeling:
i have 0 drive. 0 interest in doing anything. normie stuff doesn’t interest me. i can’t even psych myself up to do the simplest things.
i’m not at all a lazy person, i work my ass off when i care. i love working with my hands and building. but there’s nothing right now that i’ve got a hand in that i can really dedicate my energy to, it’s all a facade.
i feel so useless and neutered, ‘waiting’…
We truly are under spiritual attacks by the luciferian regime petmeating the world. Spiritual combat requires super energy even when we appear to be doing nothing. Have increased prayer time, reading from the Word aloud to recharge. The more I keep the Lord in my consciousness the easier is living.