nailed it!! there are layers/levels, to the knowledge, of this place/space/time and the more you become aware of, the fewer people you have, on the level, you are on. there are a couple who i have learned some things from that are not talked about, even on this site. i keep those things to myself, as there is no way for me, to put them into our language🤪. for now, i am grateful, to have found this place, as it is the closest place to me, with others to communicate with! not ready yet, to walk that completely alone journey of the next layer/level but im close🙃