I know, but if I say it out loud, ir’s a release that will ensure that all is left in my heart is the compassion.

Being compassionate is important to me yet I find it quite impossible to forgive in light of the past few years events.
"What Is the Significance of Seventy Times Seven in Forgiveness?
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June 1, 2021 - Jesus wants His followers to get in the habit of forgiving those who ask for forgiveness that it becomes second nature. There is no limit to how many times we are willing to forgive someone who seeks forgiveness. This is what Jesus was saying."
This seems okay:
Be willing to forgive those who ask for forgiveness.
But I'm checking to make sure the asking is genuine, not fake.