Im alone. Living with roommates. Not family. I talk to people on here. I just recently stopped the booze. It was my crutch for awhile. This is our time in the furnace of affliction. It had to be this way. Hes making diamonds out of everyone. I know it sucks and theres nothing I can say that will give U much comfort, but just know youre surrounded by family that you cant see, both on the internet and in the realms all around your body. Angels everywhere watching over. Stay under his wing and meditate and talk to fam here. That, and I smoke weed to keep me sane. It works. Try it. Nothing else to do. Helps pass the time.

Hugs and love you.