Unless you're an empath it's difficult to understand. For years I was told that I'm too emotional until I realized that an empath will pick up the feelings of those around them... happy, sad, angry. This is why crowds aren't good with all kinds of emotions spinning around. After living inside the beltway in northern Virginia for twenty years i couldn't take it anymore. I'm much more at peace living in the country and being one with nature.

Wow you hit it spot on. I've lived inside the Beltway of Northern Virginia for 62 years. I feel the dark energy, conflicts and the likes. I have only felt peace while visiting relatives in rural areas of West Virginia and when I'm sitting right in front of the ocean with very few people on the beach. A quiet calm sweeps over me that literally puts me to sleep. I barely sleep more than 4 hours and am constantly exhausted pretty much every day of my life while living here. Preparing to move towards the ocean in the next year or sooner depending on circumstances our world is currently experiencing.