ok, so this song popped in my head (He speaks to me via lyrics all the time, and this one had a slight tweak to say, "That's me in the cockpit" :):

Oh, life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight (lyric change to 'cockpit')
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u036M7p6-ak