this has me worried.... and it doesn't feel organic... it feels much darker... not that you can't be different or unique in your own way...but what is happening doesn't feel right to me...sorry this isn't meant to offend anyone.

It used to be considered a mental disorder
It still is
Read an article about a MTF (male to female) transition in my mid teens & I remember being horrified that someone would do that to their God given body to try to be something they never could be

Didn't see as much as trangender openly, but cross dressing was already a thing - that or blurring the line between men & women's fashions in clothing, hair, etc.