I’ve been fighting with myself for way too long, I imagine I’m not the only one. doing shit that makes sense in [their] system, but things I know to be unsustainable (a miserable day to day) just to ‘survive’ and stay afloat.
conflicted as fook, scared of change.
I know I’m wrong and can’t keep this up, just don’t know how to get right.
Many of us are experiencing this fren. I sure as hell am
