Nana has had a NDE Near Death Experience yrs ago.

If you have never listened to ppl that have experienced this you might want to do a bit of research.

Pay lose attention to the NDE of the person that was shown the "Library" of soul experiences.

Nana did not see the "library" in mine but a truly believe this is a for real thing.
Most of us have a very distinct advantage in this life, because we have seen the truth of what we are.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MbIPGrBQqIU

I've had 2. Literally thought I was taking my last breath. As I was talking to Yeshua, He breathed new life into me. 2 distinctly different situations but He was there. His presence was felt. I know thats hard to believe for people who have not been there but I can aasure you, He did.... I truly believe I'm here for such a time as this

I WAS SHOT 20 YRS AGO AND HAD NDE

Please tell us about it sometime when and if you want.
You will get no judgements here.

I WAS SHOT BY A THIEF WITH A 30.06

Wow that sux, had to hurt bad too I would guess.
Do you remember leaving your earth suit?

WHEN I ACCEPTED MY DEATH IT WAS LIKE GOD LIFTED THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD FROM MY SOUL INDESCRIBABLE FEELING

It really is, when you dont fear death life changes.
My daughter worries everytime they put me to sleep for surgeries now cause she knows that I just give it to God and am ok either way.

NO FEAR OF DEATH

Absolutely none!

There have been times I have hurt so bad I prayed for God to take me, but I guess I hadn't finished my job down here yet...

I KNOW THE PAIN WAS SO BAD I WANTED TO DIE TO GET AWAY FROM IT KNOWING I WAS DYING ANYWAY

George, we are survivors!

Since then, I've had chronic pain. Gave up on BigPharma & their greed back in the late '80s. There comes a time when opiates aren't the answer because you don't want to live like that & you know the pain's not gonna stop...

I trained part of my brain to sublimate the pain. And discovered medical cannabis. With cannabis, I was able to get off 16 Rx meds costing me $650/mo! And it even helped with the brain training.

I've been learning about it ever since. It soothes my PTSD & I don't want to bite people every day, LOL.

Hugs to all of us here for all we've been through!

Mirror time, y'all!

Unfortunately Cannabis makes my pain worse 😖

You've tried different varieties?

That is so sad!

Do you know about poppies? You can grow them for the foliage & harvest the leaves about 4"-6" long, dry them & then smoke them... INSTANT pain relief! You can make tea from 1 leaf & get relief of diarrhea & cramps & headaches. You can pack the leaves, stems, roots & pods in a quart jar & cover with rum; shake every day & keep in the dark for 6 weeks... You can include cannabis flowers in the jar, if you like. VERY potent pain relief when aged 6 weeks. 2 tsp. in a large glass of tea is enough for 1/2 day. Also works topically.

This is not the addictive form - directly from the plant. The addictive stuff comes from refining the alkaloids & using solvents to crack those out.

My gran made real medicine for others for decades.

Yes I have tried different varieties but I hadnt heard of the poppies - I just assumed it was all addictive whixh is why I have avoided anything like that . Do you know exactly what poppy plant I would get?

Try This link, Sunny. You can research here. There is a forum where you can get guidance & perhaps someone "in the know" might send you a few seeds.

Best wishes!

(I would look for Gigantum because it has very large flowers & the petals always smell so good, LOL. I also like the white ones & the red ones. There's a bluish one with a big black center, too. I like to do a nice display, blended in with the other pretty stuff in the yard.

Thank you so much BeeZ!
I really appreciate you! 🥰🥰🥰

You're welcome, hon. I know what it's like to be in pain...

What I hated MOST about it was being dependent on BigPharma & their humiliating interviews just so I could get my Rx they forced on me to begin with.

Once I had my little garden, I was independent from those bastards & began learning more & interating with others on some forums, producing my own meds.

I don't have poppies out now, but I will next year.

At Erowid, you'll have to look in the upper left for plants, then work your way down to opiate and papaver somniferum, the Latin name. You'll find studies from all over the world, very technical stuff & lots of forum talk, too.

Hugs, dear.